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It doesnt change a thing [15 Mar 2006|11:43pm]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | noises and kisses -the used ]

It doesnt change a thing

Verse 1
and i sit here just breathing
wishing you were leaving
to come over and hang out with me
but our always there and im still stuck here waiting
for you to come and hang out with me

i would do everything just to do nothing if you were there
i could stand and not move just watch and stare
we could talk for hours bout anything but flowers
but it wouldnt change a thing
it would never change a thing

Chorus
youre everything i wanted
everything anyone could promise
but it doesnt change a thing
youll never be closer
ill never feel your kiss
so many things ill miss
but i cant change a thing

Verse 2
i could stare at the screen
talking and flirting and saying everything in between
youd say you love me
and i love you too
but typing three words means nothing
when i dont know if you mean them too

its kind of depressing to be the loser waiting for you to have something to say
if we were in front of each other it wouldnt happen that way
your hand in mine and your arm around me
itd be perfect if life were like that
but it isnt n i cant change a thing

Chorus
youre everything i wanted
everything anyone could promise
but it doesnt change a thing
youll never be closer
ill never feel your kiss
so many things ill miss
but i cant change a thing

Brigde
theres so many things i could say
but youre too far away
and not a foot closer
if only you were here
to whisper in my war that everything would be ok in the end
it just might change something...

Chorus
youre everything i wanted
everything anyone could promise
but it doesnt change a thing
youll never be closer
ill never feel your kiss
so many things ill miss
but i cant change a thing...

Outro
youre everything i wanted
everything anyone could promise
but i cant change a thing

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stuff [11 Nov 2005|10:39pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | Crazy Amanda Bunkface - Sum41 ]

its rememberance day and i'm having a pointless conversation with olo about how he should go 2 bounce. ari was over earlier fun stuff. we did the ussual nerdy video games, talked 2 out bf's lol. i talked 2 jory 2day 4 all of 5 mins then i had 2 go 2 dinner. iono y i like have a facination with it. he's like the biggest loser on the face of the planet. he prolly dated like twice b4 me MAX an hasnt dated any1 since. how come i wish we still talked. GAH!!! y am i even saying this. it only happens when cookie's not around. well he's on away right now but hes listening 2 music. :'( thats sad! i wanna talk 2 him. lol. every1 says we'll get married. we already act married. its creepy. i love him 2 death and secretly i hope we do get married. we'll have children and live happily ever after... i wish. well anyways school's doing ok-ish. i'm kinda doing ok-ish in most subjscts except 4 math and english in which im doing FAB-U-LOUS!!! and in history which im kinda failing... well s'ok cuz the social scene is absolutely wonderful! gah i LUVVVV IT!! anywayz...yeha im tired and i want 2 talk 2 my cookie. its 11:12 p.m. and i should sleep well i guess i'll head out.

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im starting up LJ again! [06 Nov 2005|08:31pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | Night Drive - All American Rejects ]

hello my friends another year another school another chapter in my life. i figure i might as well start LJ again cuz i have a lot of thoughts i'll let ppl read it but nvr show any1 my old entries bcuz well, thats old and i read my last entry and that well could cause conflict but anyways.... school started like 2 and a half months ago, august 30th at DLS thats a mofoing crazy school i love it. i'm still the english muffin at DLS even though im like speaking more french now then i evr have. my jory relationship finished as of august 26th when i dumped his sry stonned ass. and no i dont like just any more (haha just...bust eh anna?) :p ell i'm uber tired and cant remember anything good 2 say considering im in considerably bad mood so i'll write something smart 2morrow
~Cat♥

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fathers day and last night [19 Jun 2005|06:40pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | I think we are going 2 b friends-White Stripes ]

yup 2day is fathers day and i drove around with my dad 4 like 3 hrs. all the way 2 fuckign armprior and we didnt do anythign but drive back and eat quiznos. i finished my french book and notes. yay! althoughit was the BORINGEST book ever!!! and i thought the 1st cavernale was bad, but this was terrible!!! anyways, went 2 stv's last night 4 his b-day party. it was the shit. we watched the seed of chuckie and it was halarious. we made animations, listened 2 music, played xbox, went 2 the park and played sand tag. I fell and hurt my leg but the funniest part was when Steven pissed on Sean's head :p. LMAO!!! it was so funny. we ate cake and ice cream,hotdogs (that bella kept licking :p),hamburgers (and veggie burgers 4 mike) lol its all good we lit firecrackers and scared off somalians! HAHAHA!!! 2day i talked 2 jory got e-mail from him when he was wasted. apparetly im sexxxy ;) lol :) he got a huge cut on his hand :'( its really deep. on friday i can make it better ;) lol. anyways i gotta jet

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hrm..... [18 Jun 2005|11:40am]
[ mood | mellow ]
[ music | hot 89.9 ]

goign 2 stv's b-day 2day. sounds liek fun. but i hope Ari shows otherwise it'll b just me and the guyz :s.... good or bad? iono w/e don't matter. listening 2 radio now... i like the countdown. I should call Anna, haven't talked 2 her in a while... 2 preoccupied with Jory... uh-oh :(. lol well she isnt home so its s'ok. Jory isnt online:(. well thats s'ok 2. he's probably out partying somewhere :p. i can't wait 4 summer. only 8 school dayz left! :D and theres 3 more dances next week , Friday=hunt club, sunday=sumpplace anna's takign me 2 and Monday=school. FUN! lol. ya ok this entry is getting 2 boring 4 me 2 handle...

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this day was the worst day ever! [14 Jun 2005|08:53pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | cute without the e -taking back sunday ]

2day was THE worst day in a LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG time!!!! 1st i had my nice straight hair :) then we went 2 Hickville and the rain made it curl and look TERRIBLE! when we got 2 the stupid place we were split up in groups without our friends and we played queermo gaems with cards and bllas and w/e. then we built a shelter out of dead wood 2 keep dry cuz it was RAINING LIEK CRAZY!!! then when i went back 2 school i realized how fucked my hair REALLY was and i freaked out cuz i dont have a straightner! i'll nvr be able 2 get my phone now! ihaev 2 buy michelle's,stven's present cuz i want 2 obviously ITS THEIR B-DAYS! and i gotta buy a straightner :'( but w/e cuz JORY'S ONLIEN!

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AHHHH!!!!! [11 Jun 2005|10:04pm]
[ mood | angry,scared and mad!!! ]
[ music | The Quiet Things No One Ever Knows - Brand New ]

ITS NOT FAIR!!! A girl should be able 2 see her bf when he comes 2 town!!! He's in town RIGHT THIS SECOND!!! and i can't c him!!! im so mad!!! i gotta go 2 a gay stupid poolaparty :@:@:@:@ i am SOOOOOOOOOOO FUCKING PISSED!!!! what if i made him mad :s its my fault that i have 2 go... i miss him more than ever... what if... what if... :'( :'( !!!

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hellu all [22 May 2005|07:34pm]
[ mood | blank ]
[ music | tv ]

yup yup this is my LJ if u are my friend leave a comment and i will consider adding u 2 my friends list.

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